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Nidhi's quote - "Mumbai may not be fully accessible but the people, their energy, never made me feel alone or isolated."

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Video Transcript Description Narrator (00:00:00): Footage of Mumbai’s slums, crowded streets, and market. Men are squeezed into an overcrowded train. Nidhi, using a white cane, walks across a pedestrian bridge, and along the pavement with the assistance of a sighted person.

Nidhi’s quote continues – "This city gave me stories and experiences which I decided to take to the stage and make people laugh for a bigger change."

Nidhi Goyal, 36, is a comedian, disability and gender rights activist.

Nidhi Goyal stands outside a gated building in Mumbai holding her white cane and talking on her phone.

Nidhi is one of the very few stand-up comedians who are both female and disabled.

At the age of 30, she started doing comedy to challenge people’s views about her disability and gender.

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Video Transcript Description Narrator (00:00:00): Nidhi on stage at a comedy club. Nidhi (00:00.125): [Speaking in Hindi] Finally, I got a match on Shaadi.com. I even have some success on the matchmaking website. You guys think of me as useless but I’m not useless. I received a phone call.

[switching between Hindi and English] “Hello, child. We really liked your profile. I want you to meet my son.” I was like, wow, if uncle's voice is so sexy then how sexy will be the son’s voice? So, I said, sure, sure, uncle, sure. “Really impressive profile.” I was like, okay, uncle, but calm down, hold on. I’ve mentioned in my profile that I’m blind. Have you seen I’m blind?

He’s like, “what?” Uncle, I’ve written that I can’t see. Have you seen that? “Child, ya, ah ah ah, no.” Uncle, I’m blind, I can’t see. Is that okay? “Yeah, yeah, ah, ah, no no no. Okay, okay.”

That day I found out that disability is contagious. I told him I’m visually impaired, he became speech impaired. [Audience laughs] It was wonderful talking to you guys. Thank you so much. That was the end of my set. [Audience claps]
Description Narrator (01:05.982): The host of the event guides Nidhi off stage. Speaker 1 (01:09.986): Nidhi Goyal, everyone.
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Video Transcript Nidhi (00:00.000): Sometimes when people ask me, who am I, I say I am a disabled feminist. Description Narrator (00:04.629): Nidhi travels around Mumbai in a rickshaw. Nidhi (00:05.463): I live with blindness. People think my disability has only taken things away from me because we have a very ableist world view. But for me, my disability has brought a lot of beautiful things in my life. The minute I started losing sight I think I started seeing more clearly the “inaccessibilities” and the barriers around me. Description Narrator (00:28.111): Nidhi, with her cane in hand, walks along a pedestrian bridge and down stairs. Nidhi (00:28.778): My disability made me understand that marginalisations and privileges can both be hand in glove. And I think then when I saw all of this, I said to myself, and I took an oath that whatever happens, I will do something about this. I will do something to make this world a more better and a more inclusive and a more integrated space for persons with disabilities like me. Description Narrator (00:58.349): Nidhi meets with someone in an office.

India’s invisible minority

Out of India’s 1.3 billion people, 27 million are officially recognised as disabled. And even though that’s more than the entire population of Australia, India’s numbers are incomplete.

India doesn’t count disabilities related to age or disease. Also, there is an immense stigma around disclosing one’s disability, and census workers frequently omit the disability question during interviews. So, the percentage of people with disabilities in India (2%) is massively underreported when compared with places like Nigeria (13%) and the US (26%).

In Mumbai, India’s financial and entertainment capital, the discrepancies are even worse. For example, the government’s number of disabled residents in a poor area with slums called M-East is nearly seven times lower than reported by an Indian NGO.

A street in Mumbai is crowded with pedestrians, delivery trucks and scooters.

NIDHI’S CHILDHOOD

Nidhi wanted to be a portrait painter since she was young.

But when she started losing sight at the age of 15 because of an irreversible degenerative progressive disorder, she had to find a new career.

Audio Transcript Nidhi (00:00.000): Since I was 4, I was painting, and so I had it in me that I would become a portrait painter. Although at 35, looking back, I feel like I don't know if I had the patience of a portrait painter. But who knows if I changed in the process as well, right? So, yeah, I think the most difficult piece at that point was OK, I was 4, today I’m 15. If for 11 years I've dreamt of something how do I recalibrate those dreams? (00:26:172): What do I even dream of, right? When you start losing sight and whenever a disability is acquired you basically have to relearn everything. So I relearned how to walk how to read, how to write how to see the world without seeing how to identify colours without seeing how to imagine, how to choose and many, many more things, right? And I think a part of it was how to stand up.

Public transport for all?

Overcrowding, flooding and a collapsing infrastructure have made it incredibly hard for people with disabilities to access Mumbai’s public transport system.

Train

Opened in 1853, the local train network in Mumbai is the oldest in Asia. With many interconnected train lines and over 100 stations, it is fittingly called the lifeline of the city. Trains run nearly 24 hours a day at intervals of 2-3 minutes.

  • Many stations have ramps for those with locomotor disabilities, but the incline can be steep or, like in the super busy Dadar East station, the ramp exists to take people up the foot overbridge, but is missing on the other side to take them down to the train platform. Assistance is almost always required.
  • Stations are overcrowded, particularly during rush hour. This means getting to platforms, even with assistance, is challenging.
  • Based on accounts of visually impaired people, stations with escalators often lack tactile floor markings that lead those with visual impairment towards the escalators, nor are there audio alerts to warn someone that the end of the escalator is approaching.
  • Special compartments reserved for people with disabilities are usually filled with regular commuters, and there have been instances of harassment. Also there are no 24-hour security personnel in these compartments.
  • During the monsoon season in Mumbai (roughly June-September), flooding and a collapsing infrastructure have made the local train network difficult and dangerous to access for those with disabilities.
  • The gaps between the train and the platform are dangerously wide. In 2018, Western Railways raised the height of all its platforms to 900mm to prevent accidents. But the gaps along the harbour and central lines remain as wide as before.
Bus

Mumbai’s public bus system run by the Brihanmumbai Electricity Supply and Transport (BEST), is one of the most well-connected bus systems in India, running more than 400 routes across the city. Despite having reserved seats for both women and people with disabilities, less than 7% of public buses in the country are fully accessible to wheelchair users.

  • People with disabilities report that drivers, conductors and other BEST employees are inadequately trained in assisting them.
  • Pavements leading to bus stations are filled with cracks and often have high kerbs with no ramps. It is nearly impossible for wheelchair users and others with physical disabilities to reach bus stops.
  • Overcrowding means buses do not always have enough space for those using wheelchairs, or needing assistance. On average, nearly 2.4 million passengers travel by BEST buses daily.
  • In 2016, Mumbai added 25 low-floor buses to their existing fleet. This wasn’t advertised, so a lack of awareness led to low ridership and eventually caused the city to discontinue the service. Since 2020, the government has procured dozens of new electric buses that provide wheelchair access.
  • During the monsoons, commuting to bus stations becomes even more difficult owing to flooding in the city.
  • Buses do not guarantee seamless connectivity. That means the commute to and from the stops needs to be arranged by disabled people themselves.
Taxi / rickshaw

Another heritage marker in the city are the kaali-peeli (black and yellow) taxis that charge by distance travelled. Similar in colour, but functioning only in the suburbs, are the cheaper auto rickshaws. Big private players such as OlaCabs and Uber are growing in popularity.

  • Cabs and rickshaws are an expensive mode of daily transport for working class people.
  • Drivers and other workers employed with taxi services are not adequately trained to assist people with disabilities.
  • It is common for drivers to refuse rides based on the fare or destination. So it becomes an added challenge if you need assistance from the drivers.
  • ​​This is a particularly common practice during the monsoon, which in turn means that commuters need to wait in the rain for a long time for a cab.
  • It is difficult for people with disabilities to hail taxis or rickshaws on busy streets.
  • App-based car services are still more expensive and remain largely for the privileged. They are inaccessible to those without smartphones.
An aerial photo of an elevated train running through Mumbai.

Wheelchair-bound in Mumbai’s public transport

Personal account of Chetan Lodaya, reported in the DNA newspaper

In 2014, two local journalists spent the day with wheelchair-bound Chetan Lodaya, then 37, who is paralysed from the waist down. They document his experience on a hot afternoon, as he tries to get from Dadar East station to Mulund. A ramp takes him up to platform No. 6—but not without help from the reporters, since the incline is too steep. On reaching the foot overbridge, however, there is no ramp to take him down to the platform from which to board the train.

As Lodaya found the train system lacking, he decided to opt for a BEST bus. He waits for bus No. 368, which arrives 10 minutes later. The “unresponsive and rude” driver and conductor refuse to take Lodaya on board. “What use then are the special seats reserved for handicapped persons in the bus?" asks Lodaya. "Twenty TATA buses were put into service for the disabled in 2011. The buses had automated controls to release and withdraw ramps. Their floors were low. But these are not being used to cater to the disabled."

Eventually, Lodaya had to ask his wife to drive him to Mulund in their personal vehicle. This is the most expensive mode of transport in the city—more so even than private cab companies, whose sedans, too, are often unable to accommodate people with disabilities who use wheelchairs.

NIDHI’S ACTIVISM

In 2017, Nidhi founded Rising Flame, a non-profit that advocates for the rights of people with disabilities.

Nidhi’s activism focuses on women and young people. She is also an adviser to UN women.

Nidhi stands at a podium speaking at an event.

Nidhi's quote - "Many women living with blindness will report that they have either been groped, harassed, pulled or had their agency taken away while a stranger is supporting them, all in the guise of, at least we’re helping you."

Audio Transcript Nidhi (00:00.000): Mumbai is really accessible because people there make it accessible. The accessibility came from people. It came from: “Excuse me, could you just help me cross the street? Excuse me, can you tell me what shop is this? Excuse me, can I hold your elbow to get there?” Safety becomes a big component of accessibility and access, and that's something that we cannot deny if I don't see and I have to cross the street, which means I have to seek support from a stranger. (00:26:188): Many women living with blindness will report that they have either been groped or harassed or pulled or had the agency taken away while a stranger is supporting them—all in the guise of, at least we are helping you, right. Because you don't have any other options. Your life is literally in that person's hands. (00:43:111): So, for disabled women, it just becomes another layer of access challenge because you\'re not only just occupying the space where there may be abusers or harassers, but you may also, because of inaccess, seek help because you're forced to seek help from strangers. It could be one of the harassers that you're offering your arm to. And you see many disabled women across disabilities have reported that—while they were being carried into the train, into a bus, transferred into a cab—they have been groped and have faced sexual harassment.
Nidhi walks along a pavement using her white cane. The pavement is separated from local properties by a concrete wall and from the street by a metal fence.

Increasing accessibility through innovation

In 2019, myUDAAN app, India’s first free wheelchair service, was started by Ravidra Singh, who is a paraplegic. Due to the government’s inaction, several apps and start-ups are tackling the lack of accessibility in Mumbai.

Wheelchair taxi and ambulance services like MobiCab and EzyMov are also available for disabled people. However, due to their price and lack of awareness, it’s only the privileged who have access to them.

A man uses a lift to help a person in a wheelchair into a taxi van.

NIDHI ON DIGITAL ACCESS

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Video Transcript Nidhi (00:00:340): We feel like the minute we go to technology it’s all accessible for everyone. Description Narrator (00:04:456): Nidhi listens to a map application on her smartphone. Inside a building, she feels door numbers and elevator buttons for braille. Nidhi (00:07:164): I can tell you that starting from touch panels on an elevator, to touch screens in sort of devices, office devices, or microwaves and things like that which you would use in either an office cafeteria or college cafeteria or somewhere, or in homes, to talking about apps, ranging from food delivery to entertainment, from banking to crucial COVID-related information. Description Narrator (00:49:378): Nidhi purchases goods by feeling braille on the card reader. She types on a laptop. Nidhi (00:33:135): If you don’t look or understand or take a moment to really reflect on what makes those accessible. What are the accessibility guidelines for websites? Like there are physical guidelines for accessibility, audits that are done for physical spaces. Description Narrator (00:49.007): Nidhi listens to an article on her smartphone. Nidhi (00:51:366): Similarly, there are web accessibility guidelines there are web content audits. If you’re not mindful of that, we’re ending up creating a more digital world with even less accessibility for people with disabilities. And we’re facing this in our everyday lives.

Poor Indians and Dalits are doubly marginalised

Among disabled Indians between the ages of 15-59, 74% are unemployed or marginal workers. One-third of children with disabilities are out of school.

In the city of Mumbai (excluding the metro areas), nearly half of the population of 12 million lives in slums. Here, the high population density, limited infrastructure, poor sanitation and other shortfalls have led to a growing but largely ignored disability crisis.

Caste hierarchies remain rigid in India. Dalits, who belong to the lowest caste, are nearly 30% more likely to be disabled than upper castes. They are also more likely to have severe forms of disabilities and to acquire them at a young age.

An aerial photo of the slums of Mumbai stretching far into the distance.

RPwD Act passed but not implemented

While India has one of the most progressive disability policy frameworks in the developing world, implementation is poor. The Rights of Persons with Disabilities Act (RPwD Act) was passed in 2016.

Under the act, the number of recognised disability conditions was increased from seven to 21. People with at least 40% of a disability are entitled to certain benefits such as reservations in education and employment, preference in government schemes, etc. However, disabled people in Mumbai are still waiting for these and other provisions.

​​In 2015, the Modi government launched the Accessible India Campaign. The campaign’s aim was to make at least 50% of government buildings accessible to people with disabilities in each state capital, and 25% public transport vehicles accessible by 2018. However, by then only 3% of buildings and as of 2020, less than 7% of public buses became fully accessible to wheelchair users in the country.

Various groups of disabled rights protesters raise their fists in the air protesting against the government for not introducing a Disability Rights Bill in December 2013 in New Delhi, India. One group carries a banner for the National Association of the Deaf.

Timeline of disability legislation in India

In terms of state recognition of disability rights in India, 1995 was a landmark year. A series of petitions and protests resulted in the enactment of the Persons with Disabilities Act (Equal Opportunities, Protection of Rights and Full Participation). About a decade later, India signed and ratified the Convention on the Rights of Persons with Disabilities, adopted by the UN in 2006.

Introduced in 2014 and passed in 2016, the Rights of Persons with Disabilities Act is the current legislation operating in the country. Along with increasing quotas for reserved government jobs from 3% to 4%, the act also confers several rights and entitlements to disabled people. These include disabled-friendly access to public buildings, hospitals, modes of transport, polling stations, etc.

In December 2015, shortly before this act was passed, the Narendra Modi government launched the Accessible India Campaign. While some of the measures proposed did take shape, the big infrastructural changes have been slow to come by.

Launched in 2009, the Aadhaar card is required in order to claim a number of social security benefits in India. The system relies on biometrics. “Even though there is a provision in the Aadhaar framework to use just one biometric for those with disabilities—either the iris or the fingerprints—many centres and operators are either not aware or have no training to be able to do this,” says Smitha Sadasivan, a member of the Disability Rights Alliance. The group has been petitioning for cards that don’t require both biometrics for those with certain disabilities.

People with disabilities who want to claim benefits are also required to get a disability certificate, but the process of procuring this certificate is cumbersome. Mumbai has only eight hospitals that can issue these certificates.

NIDHI ON ART

Nidhi's quote - "When disabled women stand up [on stage], they have to pause and acknowledge that disabled women, too, have a voice, they also exist."

Audio Transcript Nidhi (00:00.000): Art has a lot of potential to bring change. For me, societies can change, conversations can expand, a lot of reflection can happen through art. Comedy also becomes an art where people don't feel like you've done this art for a change, right. They engage with it, they enjoy, and they reflect by themselves. And I think comedy, that way as a tool, has tremendous potential to bring this change around disability awareness, around gender awareness, around sensitivity. It not only has a potential for change because of the jokes that are cracked and the reflections that happen. (00:35:176): I think it changes the perspective on who can be seen, right? If you see a female comic on the stage, you know, oh, women can occupy the space. Women have a voice. From the content, they also understand that women have a voice. When disabled women stand up there, they have to pause and acknowledge that disabled women, too, have a voice, they also exist, they can also speak up and they can speak about issues that are hurting them, that are stopping them, that are creating barriers and are disabling them further.
Nidhi sits on a wall for a photo along the coast, smiling, wearing sunglasses.

Nidhi’s quote - "I am blind, so is love. Get over it.”

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Video Transcript Description Narrator (00:00:00): Nidhi on stage at a comedy club. Nidhi (00:00.001): So, there was a friend's friend’s friend’s friend who called me one day because, obviously, I’m the only blind person she knows in the whole country, right? So, she’s like, “Hey, Nidhi, hi, remember, it’s me.” I’m like, “Haha, I remember, difficult to forget you.” So, she was like “Hey, government has brought out these amazing things for you guys.” I’m like, “Hold on, government bringing amazing things is like a joke. But sure, what?” “So, wow, life changing.” I said, “Will you get on and tell me what it is?” She said, “Hey, this new cane you will never need anyone to guide you.” I said, “What is it?” She’s like, “There’s this cane which vibrates at every obstacle.” [Speaking in Hindi and English] “I don’t want it.” She said, “That’s the problem with you guys. First, do something good for you guys but you don’t want to reap the benefits of that.” I said, “wait, wait. Ask me why I don’t want it.” She said, “Tell me why.” I said, “Do you know I live in Mumbai?” She said, yeah. I said, “If I use a cane that vibrates at every obstacle my hand will turn into Shakira’s bum.” [Audience laughs]


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